We met around the middle of March. We kicked it off pretty well considering the first thing I said to you was "sorry, but do I know you?". xD You seemed nervous...as if I were very intimidating. I honestly think I'm the least intimidating person out there, considering my small physique. You asked questions about myself, I answered them honestly. You might not know, but your friend told me a lot about you, including the fact that you thought I was "cute". I wasn't gonna be rude to you after you just called me "cute"! xD After all the sh_t that pushed me down the previous month, it felt really good that you came around to help me back onto my feet. You wiped away the tears running down my cheeks and put a smile back on my face...and I thank you for that. I really do appreciate it.
I'll admit, I wasn't interested into getting to know you when we first started talking 'cus you caught me at a bad time in my life. Everything went wrong with school, family, friends... my love life. ALL WRONG. But you stook by me after I vented all my feelings, especially about my ex! It made me realize that YOU have potential. It took me by surprised 'cus I didn't think I'd be getting over the drama anytime soon...well it did take a little longer, but you helped me get through all the pain. I realized that you're one of those guys who has respect...I haven't really met anyone who has so much respect towards ANYONE. Then it hit me...you truly are different.
It was time to get to know you better...but that had to take a break 'cus #1: You left school a week before we got out. And #2: You left to Italy for another week. SOOOO two weeks barely getting to talk to you. Not to mention, you missed one week of quince practice! -_- During those two weeks, I felt anxious...very impatient. I had no way to contact you except through myspace. AND NO ONE IS EVER REALLY ON 24/7! I was so impatient, I wrote blogs about you. DANG, I went crazy! But after you came back from Italy, we started talking again :] The following weekend was quince practice. I got to see K.E.R.M.Y.Z and of course, you x] It was so much fun, but bowling made my day complete. You gave me a bracelet from Italy and it was beautiful :] (AKA mine IS the best one outta everyone else's) After the night was over, you FINALLY had the nerve to come up to me and ask me for my number xD Ever since that Sunday, we been texting like 24/7 x]
A LOT has changed after the first message I sent you on myspace (romantic, huh? xD), but I'm just glad you really haven't left me...after all the sh_t I've said and what people said, you still stook by me. Its now June and I still think we got a long way to go before we can actually say we "like" each other...but that's me. I really want to get to know you better, but that takes time. You might think I'm stalling but I really just want to enjoy every second I have with you, whether its hanging out with you, talking to you, or even just texting. All of the wait and "games" will be worth it, trust me x]
So today was the first day of summer school & summer basketball. School was alright, went by pretty fast...got caught for texting xD Thank God I didn't get it taken away. BASKETBALL WAS HELL -_- I did so bad! I HATE FRESHMEN WITH A PASSION RIGHT NOW! One was chill. ANYWAYS, I'm just really scared I won't advance to JV. I really REALLY want it, BUT FUCK! FUCKIN' FRESHMEN DON'T KNOW HOW TO PLAY DEFENSE...OR OFFENSE! -_- It was really bad...
But luckily, I got people who were there to comfort me, AKA Kathleen Reichenberger & Cris Ruelas. They helped me so much today...I CRIED 'cus it was that bad! -_- BUT then again, I cry to everything. JK. But yeah, they helped :]
THANKS AGAIN :DD <33
Hopefully tomorrow will be better. I need to bring my A game, go "BEAST MODE"! xD
Pray for me please! IMA NEED IT! Thanks :]
Love,
Ria
Today couldn't be more perfect :] Slept like half the day, but quince practice was PERFECTION. We got a lot done...ish, we learned the "Gimme More" dance completely, & now we're learning our final dance next week. GOOD PRACTICE :D Bowling after was the cherry on top, the icing to my cupcake xD Although I pretty much sucked @$$ today, I wouldn't have spent it with a better group. I guess it was more of a free for all instead of a girls against boys game xD But it was fun. I talked too much smack, & what do I get? A BAD GAME -_- Ohh well...next time :]
OH & I seriously can't believe I survived a week without seeing you. PHEW! I can't wait til next week ;D
Kay, summer school & summer basketball starts tomorrow :(
WISH ME GOOD LUCK. NIGHTS :DDD <33
Love,
Ria
"It's amazing what a person can accomplish when he realizes that the only person that can stand in the way of his dreams is himself."
-Kimberly Ann Montojo Acedillo
My best friend wrote a blog about winning & losing.
Go check it out:
http://lindseynuesaa.blogspot.com
"UP" IS THE CUTEST MOVIE EVERRRRR! :D <333 So I watched it today with Yasmina, Erin, Nick, & Manny...can you say 5TH WHEEL?! -_- Yeaaah, pretty weird. lol. But the movie was sooo cute x] I give it 5 stars. After the movies, we went to Yasmina's to learn more of the "Gimme More" dance. Got MOST of it down...ish. Came home around 8.
The movie itself had SOOO MUCH MEANING. If you haven't watched the movie & want to watch it yourself, I suggest you don't read the rest of THIS PARAGRAPH. I'M SERIOUS NOW, DO NOT BLAME ME IF I RUIN THE MOVIE FOR YOU! BUT you can skip to the next paragraph :] OKAY SOOO, for example of "SO MUCH MEANING", the main character had this house that he restored with his wife. This house had so much meaning because that's where him & his wife met. After she died, he treasured that house. But he had to "let go" of this house. Basically, it tells you that you have to learn how to accept the present and let go of your past. WATCH THE MOVIE & YOU'LL UNDERSTAND.
ANYWAYS, Erin & I had a good talk. She made me realize stuff from a whole new perspective. I knew the story, but I guess I didn't know the moral. She made me realize that maybe we weren't meant to BE TOGETHER but more of STAY TOGETHER, ya know? Its like we weren't meant to be boyfriend/girlfriend status but more friend status..."i need you, you need me" type relationship. I'm glad we're in good terms, but I really hope you KNOW you can come to me for ANYTHING; to talk, to hang out, for food...ANYTHING YOU NEED, I'll try me best to be here for you & provide it. I know you have things rough but hopefully I can help smooth things out. Honestly, I'm just waiting for the day you call me & ask me for help. You are and forever will be in my heart, so don't hesitate to ask for ANYTHING.
BUT ANYWAYS, good day :] Doubt tomorrow will be legit, but heyy! YOU'RE COMING BACK :D Can't wait for Sunday (;
Love,
Ria
