apologies don't quite solve anything...

i've learned that in today's world, it is harder for people to forgive...well the for the person who i'm trying to apologize to. i don't understand what i did wrong. HONESTLY. best friends just don't get mad at you for no reason...at least they'll TELL you straight up what you did wrong. apparently, the words "best friends" is used in vain a lot.

i'd like to think my friends will stick by me, or at least have a good reason to be mad at me. hopefully, my "best friend" will realize that i never meant to hurt her. i didn't even know i did anything wrong. HONESTLY. alot of you who are reading this will think i'm being insensitive & a bad friend 'cus i don't know what i did wrong...but if you FULLY know the situation, then you'll understand what i'm saying. i don't want to publicize the whole drama i'm going through, but all i can say is that you gotta be careful who your "best friends" are. i'm not saying this to be cliche & shiii, but its true. i THOUGHT she was my best friend, well one of them, but i'm not so sure anymore...hopefully, my apology will be good enough to help her forgive me because i don't know how to fix something that i didn't know was broken in the beginning.

best friends, practically family

have your friends ever confronted you about something? may i remind that i said "friends". alotta people consider "friends" and "best friends" as two separate things. when a friend confronts you about something, you noticed how its always about something small? but when your best friend(s) confronts you, you end up having this big ol' lecture? that's what i go through almost errday ever since i started high school. don't get me wrong, its a good thing i have people telling me what's up, especially when i've been acting up. see, my friends will tell me if i'm being rude, but my best friends will be like "GIRRRL, you're being such a b*tch right now!" the good thing about having best friends is that you know you can count on them, whether its keeping your secrets or having random laughs just 'cus a word sounds funny to you guys.

my friends keep me sane, they remind me to never be someone who i'm not. i thank God everyday that i met these wonderful people. there are some people who i wish i was still best friends with...but some things aren't meant to be. hopefully, the people i've met this year will be the ones who will stick by me, no matter what. knowing that they love me unconditionally is all the inspiration i need to have the courage to be who i am, because these are the people i call my best friends, & ] i can honestly say that they're practically family