Friday, May 29, 2009

TO EQP

Okay fine, I'll admit I didn't really care that today was your last day...DON'T TAKE IT UP THE BUTT! It just hasn't really hit me yet. School was pretty chill, until 5th period. I mean, 5th period was fun, its just that my friends said something that really made me think; ITS YOUR LAST DAY. They started telling me how I'm never gonna see you anymore and shiii...it really didn't hit me until I found myself getting a little teary-eyed. YES, I teared up... but hey! My heart is not made of stone! LOL!

F*CK! I just realized, at that moment, that you're really gonna be gone...I won't see you unless we plan something. AND WE ALL KNOW THAT YOU'RE GONNA THINK YOU'RE "TOO COOL" TO HANG OUT WITH ME. -_- But whateverrr! lol.

In my previous blogs, I would say "how I didn't want to regret anything" & blah blah blah... BUT F*CK! I really regret this week, YOUR LAST WEEK. You know why? I didn't get to live it up with you...-_-

You know I love you and always will. And I'll miss you like crazy! NO EFFIN' LIE!
BUT FOOL! You better text, message, comment, do WHATEVER it takes to keep in touch. I want to be able to say "Yeah, I still talk to him. We're still cool", but that ain't gonna happen if YOU DON'T START SOMETHING! LOL! Remember, GUYS make the first move...always! x] But for real though, you gotta keep in touch with me...& MESSAGE ME IF YOU EFFIN' LOSE/FORGET MY NUMBER! -_- HAHA! SERIOUSLY. I was like "Wow...did he really forget it? -_-" We'll chill over the summer fosho, just remember, you're planning it ;D

It was good talking to you again, felt like nothing has happened. Its like I can talk to you like nothing...well to me it seems like that. But yeah, I missed you...I really got sad when I had to leave to my 6th :[ I would've ditched, but I'm no rebel, remember? xD But yeah...it felt good :]

Well I'll just talk to you whenever. I'll be waiting for that text ;D
And hopefully see you soon? I'll miss you! OH & love you! :]

Love, Ria