I believe that everyone has a certain roll in people's lives. For example, my girlfriends are my sisters. I can go to them whenever I need to vent or simply have fun. But I would consider myself a crutch...to anyone. I have a tendency to get close to certain people, especially when they need help. After their problem(s) is gone, all of a sudden, we start to drift. I am one who is there whenever you need me...not to tweak my own horn, but I believe its true. No matter the time of day or night, if you need me, I'm there for you. But I'm only there for the time you need me...I guess I'm not the type of person you would hold onto, like how you would with family or a best friend. I seriously think that that's how people consider me because I have yet to find someone who wants me there all the time. Everyone who I've gotten close to has left me. Or maybe its me? Maybe I need a crutch and I've left everyone who's been there for me. Who knows? All I know is that people come and go in your life. They helped you at one point, maybe even made you the happiest person alive...but time moves on and people change. Relationships change. You just gotta move on with life and appreciate them, your crutch.
