Unappreciated

Okay look, I understand you're mad that my friends blew up on you...wait, not even, only one. 'Cus Erin & Yasmina didn't say sh!t to you. And the fact that my brothers & your brother started yelling at me really pissed me off. 'Cus one, they had NOTHING to do with the situation, so why the f*ck were they the ones giving me crap. If anything, it should've been YOU. And two, why the f*ck are you guys giving me crap for something my FRIEND did? Like seriously...I told you guys, I CANNOT CONTROL WHAT OTHER PEOPLE DO. I can only control myself! And I didn't even say sh!t to you, so why the fuh you saying I blew up on you. I'm sorry, but this is stupid! We're supposed to be tight, but why the f*ck are you making this bigger than it should be. I apologized for putting the blame on you...& YOU KNOW I DID. Even Bastie read the text. ANDDDDDD I told you I had NO INTENTION of arguing with you. SO WTF?! If anything, YOU were the one going off on me. I don't know why you got mad...'cus ALL I DID was hang up the damn phone. And everything I did was because it was IN THE MOMENT. You can't honestly tell me that the way I reacted was not appropriate...because if it was YOU, I'm pretty damn sure you'd react WAY WORSE than I did. SHOOT! You probably wouldn't have hung up, you'd probably stay on cussing. BUT WHATEVER. Sure, you feel unappreciated and all...and I'm sorry you feel that way 'cus I appreciate you trying to get us in, I appreciate you getting yelled at by your dad, BUT F*CK! I don't appreciate you telling my brothers what happened and what not, I don't appreciate them yelling at me when it should've been YOU talking to me about this, and I don't appreciate for all the blame getting put on me. I TOLD YOU that I was sorry. I TOLD YOU I had no intentions of arguing with you. I TOLD YOU my friends said what they said because THEY wanted to. I DID NOT TELL THEM TO GIVE YOU SH!T! AND for my brothers to say that I could've have been the bigger person & acted differently should've been thrown back at your face. Why do I, ME, MARIAN RIA CUSTODIO, be the bigger person when it could've been you? YOU could've easily said "you know what guys, let me be the bigger person & talk to her about this". BUT NO. You sat there, watching my brothers & your brother yell at me. SO WHAT THE F*CK? Who do you think is the bigger person now, huh? ANSWER ME THAT!




P.S. Sorry but this ruins the whole mood butttt...I love you Zee! =) <33