2009-2010 Schedule

1. AP Human Geo- Knox
2. Chemistry Honors- Yu Wong
3. English 2- Dutton
4. Algebra 2- Wendlin (MIGHT CHANGE THOUGH)
5. Spanish 1- Hernandez
6. Girls Basketball- Sandavol

Lemme know if we have a class together :D

Why Am I So Stupid?

Okay, what was done is done...I can't take back the fact that you think EVERYTHING'S wrong, when its not. I feel so stupid, like its not even funny. Its stupidity plus immaturity plus complications times 915981398! (hard math xD) ANYWAYS, what was said, I can't take back. All I can do is move forward...and hopefully you'll move with me. I didn't mean what I said last night...I honestly don't know what I was talking about. I don't know if I was PMSing or what not, but I'm taking full responsibility. I'm sorry for worrying you, I'm sorry that I can be a hand full, I'm sorry that I can be very stupid and immature at times, but hey, that's how I am. I know I might not be the perfect girl and I know I can be complicated, but hopefully you can tolerate all of that. I'm sorry for last night. I wish I could take it back, but I can't. And don't worry about a thing, I was just REALLY REALLY out of it. Please forgive me? And we can move passed this?

Dilemma

Things have been a little different lately, JUST A LITTLE. I've been having these feelings that there is always something wrong. I know we've agreed that we'll be mature about things and talk about it, but we rarely do. We'll always say "nothing's wrong" even though something is. Or we'll tell our friends about our problems and THEY'LL tell us that we have to talk about it. I really don't want to have to do that, but lately, it just seems like that's the only thing I can do. I also don't like the fact that we have so many problems when we're not even together! Another reason why I wanted to slow things down. I honestly don't want to give up on you 'cus you're by far the closest thing I have to perfection. You're super nice, but can be a jerk...but that's how I like them (; You're athletic, AKA likes to stay in shape. You're not SUPER TALL but not SUPER SHORT, perfect height for me x] You get along with my friends, most of the time xD And you already got their approval. I never met someone who has so much in common with me, but still have a little differences. Those are just a few things I like about you, and I can go on forever, but I won't.

The thing that's been bothering me is that we say we trust each other, but in reality, we barely do. I mean, we trust each other in certain things but not in ALL things. So why do we keep saying "I trust you"? I rather us be honest with each other and be like "I don't trust you 100% just YET". I'm not the type of person to say something and not mean it. I HATE it when people use the "three little words" in vain...absolutely USELESS if you don't mean it. AND the thing I don't understand is how we don't trust each other if we didn't do anything to screw each other over, ya know? Like I didn't hurt you (I hope) and you didn't hurt me, so why do we have trust issues? Honestly...I want everything back to normal, before all the "babes" and what not. Just start off fresh...back to when we first admitted we liked each other. I hope everything falls in the right places for us. I really don't want to have to give up something so rare, that would be a stupid mistake.

"& YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE DONE!"

So apparently, my brother thought it would be cute to hold me a surprise birthday party yesterday at the park...it wasn't really a surprise 'cus my mom kinda spoiled it by telling me they're throwing me a party. Its okay 'cus it really surprised me when I saw KERMYZ and my Walnut friends come out of the restroom and started throwing water balloons and spraying silly string at me. Of course, the first thing I did was run! I got effin' soaked! AND before I got there, I took a shower -_- SOOO yeah, I was gross practically the whole day. Its okay...it was fun x] <33

& my day consisted of:
8:30AM- Woke up & ate cereal
9:00AM- Chilled for a little then got ready for my game
10:00AM- Left to Mt.Sac for my game
11:00AM- Game started, scored 8-10 points >;D
12:00PM- Game ended, won 43-17!
12:30PM- Went to Smart & Finals for last minute shopping for my party
1:00PM- Got home, showered, and got ready
2:00PM- Got to the park, KERMYZ & Walnut people start coming at me with water balloons, silly string, & water guns
2:00PM-6:00PM- Chilled at the park, got raided with water balloons by the brothers & his friends
7:00PM- Everyone started to leave, but a few of us stayed
8:00PM- Erin came back, "double date"? xD
9:00PM- Erin & Michael left, waited for my babe to get picked up, brothers & their friends came to "watch over" us, then both my parents came...WTF?! -_- I introduced Cris to them & yeaaah...awkward much?
10:00PM- Babe got picked up, we all left
10:05PM- Got home, picked up Ivy, & went to Yogurtland & Tommy's
11:00PM- Got home and chilled with Ivy
1:00AM- KNOCKED OUT

Okay NOW, my 15th birthday topped ALL my birthdays! Practically a perfect day on my REAL birthday, played my heart out in all my games this weekend, and a surprise birthday party? COULDN'T GET ANY BETTER. NO WAIT, it can ;D 'Cus I got quince practice today! :DD WOOO! I love my birthday weekend :] <33 THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR COMING YESTERDAY! I hope you had fun (: Thank you Haue for planning everything, thanks Madho for working with my brother and inviting everyone, thank you everyone for making my birthday weekend the best! I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOO MUCH & I give my greatest gratitude :] <3

Happy Birthday Ria!

So my birthday was GREAT :] <33 I loved it, it was the best birthday I've ever had! Thank you to everyone who made my day! Thank you to everyone who texted me to wish me a Happy Birthday. Thank you KERMYZ for the surprise in Gomez's. Thanks babe for being the first person to wish me a happy birthday. Thanks Kim for being the last. Overall my day, in general, was THE BEST :] <3

& so this is how my day went:
9:00AM- Woke up & got ready for summer school.
10:00AM- Left to go to Walnut & got greeted Happy Birthday from everyone x]
10:30AM- Class started, basically watched a movie the whole class.
1:00PM- Class ended, & chilled with Erin and Yasmina for a little, waited to get picked up
1:30PM- Got picked up by my brother and went to go pick up my mom
2:15PM- Got home and chilled at the house for a bit, then got ready for my basketball game
2:45PM- Went to go pick up Kathleen from St. Lorenzo's and realized I forgot my papers -_- Ended up going back home to pick them up. FML
3:45PM- Arrived at Bonita High School a little late
4:10PM- Game started, scored 6 points
5:10PM- Game ended, won 29-17 >:]
5:15PM- RAN LIKE EFFIN 93859815198698 laps 'cus we didn't reach Sandavol's "wanted" score (which was we score 40, they don't score more than 15...FML)
5:20-6:10PM- FINALLY got picked up by Karl (he took Azusa instead of Grand -_-) HAHA! & not to mention some awkward kissing by these two girls in front of me. RIGHT KATHLEEN?! xD
6:45PM- Dropped Kathleen off at Puente Hills mall for her triple date...THANKS FOR THE INVITE -_-
7:00PM- FINALLY got home. Got water balloons thrown at me by Marc, Jerome, & Bastie -_-
7:15PM- Took a shower and got ready for dinner
8:00PM- Ate at Thai Village with the family, Marc, Jerome, & Ivy. EFFIN GOT A "FOOD BABEH" (in Kathryn's words xD)
9:00PM- Got home and looked for my stupid @$$ dog 'cus we thought he ran away, but ended up being in the STUPIDEST PLACE EVER...under a house -_-
9:45PM- Left to go out with Haue & Ivy
10:00PM- Got to Cue, but they were closed. FML
10:15PM- Went to Ce'Fiore instead, which is a yogurt place x]
11:00PM- Went to drop off Ivy ALL THE WAY in mother effin' South Pasadena!
12:00AM- Got home and got ready for bed
12:00-3:00AM- Talked on the phone with babe :] Talked things out, he made me smile/laugh, overall completed my day x] <3
3:05AM- KNOCKED OUTTT!

Great day! A LOT of awkward moments, but they were all worth the laughs! A LOT of "HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIA!", couldn't make me feel anymore special x] Just A LOT of love in general. My 15th birthday might not be "party" status, but I enjoyed EVERY SECOND. Thank you everyone who made my day...& thanks babe for finishing it x]

LOVE YOU ALL! <3