dress hunt

sooo prom is this saturday, may 9, & i'm hella excited! (: alotta girls say that the best part of dances is looking for your dress...BUT NOT FOR ME! -_- EFF MAN! as you all know that i am a VERY SMALL girl, i barely fit into anything! sooo dress shopping for me is a PAIN! -_- plus, i have no one to go shopping with me...i have K.E.R.M.Y.Z, but none of them drive! :[ soooo last sunday, may 3, i went dress shopping with jerome. LOL! AWKWARD MUCH?! its okay, he "loves shopping with me" xD anyways...i found this REALLY cute dress from forever XXI, but it was sooo short! but i bought it 'cus i had nothing else. i went to get an THUMBS UP from my gay brother, haue. he said it was not "prom"ish. we went to the brea mall to return it, BUT EFFIN' FOREVER XXI DOESN'T GIVE CASH BACK! -____- sooo $50 wasted! FML!! oh well, i'm getting store credit on that SHIIII! but anyways, i'm lucky that my bro has a buncha lady friends who have dresses :]] we ended up borrowing dresses from our good friend, kristine hofilena :] <3 THANK YOU SOOO MUCH, btw. sooo the dresses are CUTE! & they're longgg...which might make me look shorter but idgaf :] sooo yeah, i got my dress...sorta ish. there's two & i need to choose the best one. one's white & the other is black, it sounds boring but TRUST, they're mo'effin' CUUUUUTE <33

comment/message me on myspace if you want to see & vote on the better one (:

fiesta/madho's choir concert

alriiiight, so may 1 & may 2...CHILL @SS DAYS <3 st. martha's fiesta was whack this year! the only good ride there was "zipper". plus, alotta people didn't go. the best part of it, though, was seeing all my old friends. reunions feel sooo gooooood! <33


st.martha friends ^ walnut friends v

may 2nd, i went to the festival again, it was whack...i stayed from 4 to 6ish. it started getting fun when i had to leave -_- anyways, after that, i came home & got ready for madho's choir concert. erin's mama came to pick me up, then we went to pick up erin & yasmina from yasmina's house. the actual concert was actually VERY GOOD. i was impressed...madho did GREATTTT, EVEN IF she said she "messed up". MY @SS! lol. anyways, after the concert, "MR.YE" takes a lil' trip to The Boat & CUEEEE :] SOOO MUCH FUNNN! <3

prom?

so today i got asked to prom by my good friend, ALEX NAJERAAA! :]

oh it was a good day! took my english cst test today...i think i did pretty good. umm, geometry, bio, & PE were a breeze. i got a note during PE saying to go meet someone at my old 6th period classroom.

sooo i went & some asian guy gave me another clue. it said to go to the lunch tables where me, alex, & cara sit while they ditched 6th.

sooo i went...alexa gave me another clue. it said to go the "X", 'cus there's only one "X" at the school xD LAME.

sooo i went then cara gives me a clue. i'm like "WTF?! WHERE THE HECK AM I GOING?! -_-" anyways, it said to go to the basketball courts, which was cute 'cus i play ball! x] yeaaah...lame too xD jk.

so while we were walking to the basketball courts, cara made this "cough noise" & i see alex in front of me with a sign that says "prom?" with a buncha balloons & a masquerade mask x] HOWW CUUUUTE!! awe, thanks alex :] he made everything himself, VERY TALENTED for a guy! thank you for taking the time & effort to think of something after i totally RUINED your first idea...which by the way I'M REALLY SORRY about. xD & thank you for everyone who helped him with the idea & me carrying my stuff; cara, madho, zerreyna, alexa, & some asian guy...i don't even know him so i can't put his name down -_- OH WELL... THANK YOU AGAINNNN!!

prom should be funnnn! :]] i can't wait. the theme is 'masquerade ball'? i don't know, that's what i heard. anyways, to be honest, i didn't think i would get asked to prom this year...LETS GOOOO! :D all four dances in my freshman year! WOOOO! :]]

sooo yeah...that was my day :] <3

intensity.

EFF TODAY MAN! today was chill in the beginning, ya know? it was my godsister's dad's birthday party today! i came home around 8ish 'cus there was school tomorrow. anyways, when i get home, my dad starts yelling at me. i'm like "WHAT THE F*CK?" -_- sh*tttt...plus, i was all buzzed so i'm like double the "WHAT THE F*CK?!" i get all pissed, starting yelling & sh*t. like i effin' swear, i think this was the most pissed i got EVER. -_-

anyways, later, jerome texted me saying my friend was in the hospital for "hyper ventilating". they think it was 'cus of his girlfriend...effin' raising his blood pressure & shiii! THE FUH?! WHAT KINNA GIRLFRIEND DOES THAT?! -_- so i was effin' scared, so i start asking all these questions. hopefully he's fine.

F*CK! today was good, tonight was horrible! shiii! i started crying -_______-
EFF MY MO'EFFIN' LIFE!! X91849258590!

but friday & saturday was bomb!
why the eff did today have to ruin my weekend?! EFF! >:[

forgive & forget?

to forgive is to forget.

i'm barely at the stage of forgiving...& i highly doubt i can forget.