today i got grounded. people might think its a stupid reason to get grounded for...oh well! sooo like my grandpa asked me & my family to take care of his 11 parakeets while he vacations in the philippines with my grandma. we agreed. ANYWAYS, today my friend, jerome, comes in & tells my bro, louie, that the birds are gone. apparently, some stupid ass cat tips over the bird cage & ALL 11 BIRDS FLY AWAY! -_-
we went to petsmart to replace the birds before anyone finds out, but THESE EFFIN' BIRDS ARE ABOUT $20 EACH! THE FUHHH?!?! so we ended up telling my parents...OF COURSE they were pissed, since they were at work & couldn't do anything about it. so me & my bro are grounded...DURING SPRING BREAK! FML! -_-
damn birds, who buys 11 birds?! such an odd number! & WTF?! $20 EACH?! shiiii!
hopefully, my parents will laugh about this when they come home...OH I'M SUCH A JOKER! -_-
bye bye birdies, i hate chu.
bye bye spring break...you weren't that great anyways...yet.
i've learned that in today's world, it is harder for people to forgive...well the for the person who i'm trying to apologize to. i don't understand what i did wrong. HONESTLY. best friends just don't get mad at you for no reason...at least they'll TELL you straight up what you did wrong. apparently, the words "best friends" is used in vain a lot.
i'd like to think my friends will stick by me, or at least have a good reason to be mad at me. hopefully, my "best friend" will realize that i never meant to hurt her. i didn't even know i did anything wrong. HONESTLY. alot of you who are reading this will think i'm being insensitive & a bad friend 'cus i don't know what i did wrong...but if you FULLY know the situation, then you'll understand what i'm saying. i don't want to publicize the whole drama i'm going through, but all i can say is that you gotta be careful who your "best friends" are. i'm not saying this to be cliche & shiii, but its true. i THOUGHT she was my best friend, well one of them, but i'm not so sure anymore...hopefully, my apology will be good enough to help her forgive me because i don't know how to fix something that i didn't know was broken in the beginning.
have your friends ever confronted you about something? may i remind that i said "friends". alotta people consider "friends" and "best friends" as two separate things. when a friend confronts you about something, you noticed how its always about something small? but when your best friend(s) confronts you, you end up having this big ol' lecture? that's what i go through almost errday ever since i started high school. don't get me wrong, its a good thing i have people telling me what's up, especially when i've been acting up. see, my friends will tell me if i'm being rude, but my best friends will be like "GIRRRL, you're being such a b*tch right now!" the good thing about having best friends is that you know you can count on them, whether its keeping your secrets or having random laughs just 'cus a word sounds funny to you guys.
my friends keep me sane, they remind me to never be someone who i'm not. i thank God everyday that i met these wonderful people. there are some people who i wish i was still best friends with...but some things aren't meant to be. hopefully, the people i've met this year will be the ones who will stick by me, no matter what. knowing that they love me unconditionally is all the inspiration i need to have the courage to be who i am, because these are the people i call my best friends, & ] i can honestly say that they're practically family
