So its times like this when we're not texting...I text you first cus I miss you and I want to talk. But then you give me short, vague responses as if you don't want to talk. I ask if you're alright, then you get mad at me for asking, saying I'm annoying. So I stop texting you. Then you get even more mad at me for not texting you. Well what do I say when you say I'm annoying? What can I say to "k" or "okay" or "idk"? Its like when I start conversations with you, you can never keep them going. I don't know, maybe I'm thinking too much or what not...but I can never understand why you would make it so difficult to talk to you. I want to, and I would all day and all night...but damn, you gotta show you want to talk too.
known this shit for a while now, but i guess it never really hit me that it could possibly be true. i couldve avoided all this bullshit and games and tears and pain if i just followed my gut feeling. never again am i second guessing myself, i know when i'm right. fuck it. this is what life's about...going through shit so you'll learn from your mistakes. done.
reminds me of my nephew =) he's gonna be superrr cute when he's older. LOL
A rebound. A hang loose night. To let go. Don't wanna feel, don't wanna control myself. Just let go.
A really, REALLY good cry.
