I've been wanting to talk to someone for over a week now. Seriously been texting people asking if they wanted to chill, so I can just have people occupy my time and mind. Yeah, it helps but they can only do so much. The true strength is in myself, to keep my head up high and just keep my composure. COMPOSURE. Definitely the word of the day. If you didn't know, today was Walnut Girl's Varsity Basketball CIF game. We lost, if you were wondering. But the reason why I mentioned composure was because we didn't have that tonight in our game. We couldn't keep ourselves from falling apart. But as of this moment, I WILL have composure and I WON'T fall apart. I'm a strong girl, and I've been through a lot. Whatever doesn't kill me just makes me stronger. COMPOSURE, a quality every girl should have...especially in high school. Just know that you're not the only one who is having problems and that everyone will go through whatever you're going through...eventually. Its just up to the person on how they'll handle the situation. As for me, tonight I may have fallen apart...but tomorrow, I'll sure as hell be put back together and NOTHING OR NOBODY is gonna bring me down. Thinking back, I don't understand why I NEEDED someone there to comfort me cus I don't. I am my own best friend, and I know I have what it takes to push through anything.
