I'm really not looking for sophomore year! FUH IT! -_-
We've been hitting bumpy roads in this journey we are traveling, but we got through them without a flat tire. All I can think about is you and me. The way we can solve ANY problem together is pretty amazing. Although last night & tonight have been a little rough for both of us, we got through them. I hope that everything that was said these passed two nights will really benefit our friendship/relationship. We still got a long way to go, but I feel no rush. Whatever the future throws at us, whether its good or bad, we'll handle it together. Although I know A LOT about you, I want to learn MORE...I mean, it doesn't hurt to be curious. I'm glad we had this talk, even though it didn't turn out the way I wanted...but I'm content with the outcome. Hopefully, August will be an eye-opener month, 'cus I'm down to learn so much more about you. Thank you for caring so much and taking the time to talk to me. OH & thank you for reassuring me everything will turn out fine (:
I MISS YOU, HOEEEEE/BABE! ;D <3
Why are you so paranoid? Why are you giving me so many restrictions? I am fifteen and yet you treat me like I'm five. I'm old enough to know right from wrong. I know how to handle myself. I don't hang out with the wrong crowd, and I don't go around doing drugs or smoking. I hate the fact that you don't trust me. I recently haven't done anything to lose your trust. I understand you're only giving me rules because you care about me, but seriously...LET ME LIVE MY OWN LIFE. Honestly, your rules are VERY UNREASONABLE.
1. Can't go out with my bros & their friends- WTF?! THEY'RE MY BROTHERS! Its not like I'm hanging out with only guy friends...these boys are FAMILY. -_-
2. Get picked up from quince practice at 8- WTF?! ITS NOT EVEN DONE YET! Okay, I'm at Yasmina's house...with ADULTS THERE. We're never home alone. -_-
3. Can't go to the movies with friends- WTF?! Its just a movie...you swear like we're gonna go out partying and ish -_-
4. Be home by 9- WTF?! THAT'S WHEN EVERYTHING STARTS! FUHHH! -_-
5. Take away my phone and laptop at 9- WTF?! I don't even use these things 24/7. AND ITS SUMMER FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! I can stay up as long as I want 'cus its mother effin' summer! SCHOOL HAS NOT STARTED YET!!
Seriously, you got to trust me. I have SO MANY examples in my life of what not to do. I know the consequences of almost EVERY SINGLE thing you can think of. You always give me lectures of how NOT to be, and I LISTEN. You swear like I'm gonna go around and get caught up in the wrong crowd. You raised me better than that...WHY CAN'T YOU TRUST ME?! UGHHH! -________-
EFF IT! I feel like I've been missing out on all the fun. KERMYZ seem to be having all this fun...without me. And I'm just at home, chillin' with my bros & their friends, like a wanna-be boy -_- FML. I wanna go out! I wanna see KERMYZ like NOW! >:O Eff it. Eff it. Eff it.
KERMYZ, where the fuh are you guys at?
Where the hell is all the fun?
HIT ME UP! GET ME OUTTA THIS HOUSE PRONTOOOO! >:O
Team meeting was FAIL! A lot was unsaid. A lot of pointing fingers...just overall a mess! It lasted over 15- 20 minutes 'cus no one had the effin' balls to ask questions. We're supposed to be a f*ckin' team. Why the f*ck are we holding things back? -_- UGGHHH! COMPLETE FAIL. It was stupid, so I left. Whatevers, I guess we're having another one of these useless "team meetings" -_-. F*CK IT!
