It is currently 8:07PM and I'm just laying in bed, on the computer, texting babe x] and I get a a comment from the bff, Kimberly Ann Montojo Acedillo, saying I'm gonna be 15 in about 4 hours. I was like "OH MY GAWD, already?!" xD Literally, I said to myself..."this is going in my blog". I don't know why, but oh well!
ANDDDDD the count down begins, 'cus it barely hit me that I'm gonna be one year older in a few hours. I honestly don't expect much...I'm just hoping that this year is better than lasts :]
Lately, I've been intimidated. I haven't been putting my best out on the court. I keep holding back. I haven't started for the passed 4 games. But no more. I need to prove to my coach that I could be the next best thing. I'm not being conceited, just confident. Seriously, if you seen me play, you would be bored. I know I'm better than what I've been showing. No more intimidation, no more being scared. I'm gonna put my best on that court and play with my heart. The only thing that's preventing me from quitting is my passion for this sport...I LOVE IT. I want this so bad, its indescribable. I'm gonna play even harder every single game from now on. Its not the end for me, I'm not gonna let that happen.
Honestly, guys these days really amaze me. They would tell a girl whatever they want to hear just to get her in bed. They would literally tell a girl "I want to kiss you" even if he just met her. WHAT THE FUH IS GOING ON IN THE WORLD?! Seriously, I get texts literally everyday from my friends saying that a guy told them he wants to kiss her. OH MY GAWDDD! People these days don't have any respect for girls at all! I swear, I SWEARRRRRR, if any guy says that to me, he'll meet my fist before getting anywhere near my lips! SERISOUSLY THOUGH, it makes me sick! And what's worse, GIRLS ACCEPT IT. WTF?! Why can't girls be like "EXCUSE ME?! YOU DON'T KNOW ME!" I would want to hear that at least ONCE! Or even better, I'd LOVE to see a girl slap a guy for being disrespectful to her. SERIOUSLY, girls who accept shit like that from guys will never be respected! She has to put her foot down and set that guy straight! JEEEEEZ! Girls will keep being disrespected if they don't do something about it! UGH! -_-
So you texted me last night about you not rolling anymore and I'm like "oh that's good!" ...then you told me that text wasn't for me -_- THANKS. Anyways, all I want to know if its true that you're really trying to stop now. It seems like you've been surrounding yourself with good people, people who have the courage to stick around and help you. I guess I never had that much strength to do what they're doing right now, but its good that you have them. Finally, good friends. I'm glad you're trying to get healthy again and that you want to quit? I hope you have a fun summer...but not too fun! I'm very happy to see you trying to turn your life around. I'll talk to you whenever. Lates!
Sincerely,
Ria
& I came to a conclusion...Marian "Ria" Custodio has no shame whatsoever! If something's bugging me, I will surely talk about it. If I need to be somewhere, I will surely call some random person on my phone for a ride. If I'm curious, I will surely ask. If I need to spit, I will surely spit! I have no shame, I feel no embarrassment. Say whatchu want about me, I really DGAF! kay, I'm done. BYE :]
