So you texted me last night about you not rolling anymore and I'm like "oh that's good!" ...then you told me that text wasn't for me -_- THANKS. Anyways, all I want to know if its true that you're really trying to stop now. It seems like you've been surrounding yourself with good people, people who have the courage to stick around and help you. I guess I never had that much strength to do what they're doing right now, but its good that you have them. Finally, good friends. I'm glad you're trying to get healthy again and that you want to quit? I hope you have a fun summer...but not too fun! I'm very happy to see you trying to turn your life around. I'll talk to you whenever. Lates!
Sincerely,
Ria
& I came to a conclusion...Marian "Ria" Custodio has no shame whatsoever! If something's bugging me, I will surely talk about it. If I need to be somewhere, I will surely call some random person on my phone for a ride. If I'm curious, I will surely ask. If I need to spit, I will surely spit! I have no shame, I feel no embarrassment. Say whatchu want about me, I really DGAF! kay, I'm done. BYE :]
So if you don't know me, I'm a Christian-Catholic. I pray everyday, usually before I go to bed. I pray for the usuals; world peace, family & friends are healthy & safe, etc. But for the passed few nights, I've been praying for a "sign" telling me if he came into my life for a reason. I didn't know what to expect...I thought he would be just another guy. As time passed, he constantly proved that he was not just "another guy", but more; a guy with potential. I got so many signs explaining how great of a guy he was, but I didn't really take them seriously. I just wanted to make sure everything was the truth, not some fake sh_t guys usually pull -_- Then the last two nights, we talked on the phone for HOURS, and I had a smile on my face literally the whole conversation x] These signs were not enough...I needed a BIG one. AND ONLY QUINCE PEOPLE KNOW, but I did get my sign :D
OKAY, so you know how you would get this feeling if someone was right for you? Like no doubts in your mind...at all! I'm sure everyone wants to feel that feeling at least ONCE in their lifetime AND TRUST, they will. It might not be now or anytime soon...but it WILL happen. You should never lose hope. Pray & be patient...that's all it takes. God doesn't want you to be depressed of not being able to find that special someone, 'cus most likely, it will come NATURALLY. Let nature take place and you will be fine. Let everything flow and you will get the results you want. BUT REMEMBER, patience & hope...the key things you should always have.
Love,
Ria
Sick on a Friday night...how perfect! Parties here, parties there. EFF being sick -_- Can't go out 'cus mom won't lemme. Want to go out, but feeling like crap. Everytime I wake up from a nap, I wake up with a sore throat, stuffy nose, and a huge headache! I've been light headed for literally 90% of the day. Not to mention spending about 98% of my day in my room -_- The only thing that's not making me go crazy is the fact that no one's here to yell at... AND because you're holding me down...somehow. I don't know how you do it, but I'm really amazed. Being able to talk to you and not getting annoyed to having to reply to your constant texts (I'm not saying you're annoying), is truly something special. You really lighten up my day, even if there's been nothing but dullness. Thank you (:
For the past few weeks, I was in denial. I didn't want to admit to my friends OR myself that what I felt was more than a "crush". People gave me constant talks saying I better hurry and tell you now before its too late, but I didn't listen to them. I wanted to make sure what I was feeling was not just infatuation. Before I would fall for guys like nothing, I didn't get to really KNOW them...now THOSE were crushes. The feeling I feel with you is different, its a feeling that you can never search for because it will find you. A few people know about my high standards I have for guys, and so far, you've proven that you fit most of them. As I got to know you better, you've always been able to fit more and more of my standards. You have not yet proven yourself that you can't handle my bullshit. What you want in a relationship is EXACTLY what I want. I think its time to admit the truth...I really do like you.
