The subject is self explanatory; HAPPY 22nd HAUE! HAPPY15th KATIE!
The day started off with school...Paige broke a test tube in bio -_- Anyways, boxes and boxes of cakes, brownies, etc. lined up across the bench. Erin's dad's brownies = heaven <3 After school, I went to Aloha for some chicken katsu. Chicken Katsu = heaven X2 <3 Then Erin, Yasmina, & Katie's mom picked me up from Aloha to go set up at Katie's house for her surprise party. Katie's brother helped, voluntarily. SURPRISING; I wish my brothers were like that -_- After setting up, Erin, Yasmina, & I have a lil photoshoot ;D When Katie & Zerreyna came in, we surprised Katie with confetti & silly string. Silly String = hot mess. I had to leave early 'cus my cousin came over; left around 6:20ish. After I came home, I got ready for Haue's birthday...KARAOKE NIGHT! <33 DIDN'T DRINK, KATHLEEN! >:]
In general, awesome day, awesome night ;D I loved it! HOPE KATIE & HAUE DID TOO! <3 Love you two!
HAHAHAHA! Awwe, Madho xD <3 cameron sucks at taking pics -_- Break from Decorating x] Before "Photoshoot" ;D I love Yasmina! ;D Taken by Erin <3 Taken by Erin <3 Katie's Grandma & Mommy! "HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAAAAAATIEEEEEE!" Nathan & Ryan at karaoke night!
I am on the verge of going back to you. I need to reassure myself that my choice is the right choice. I know for a fact what I want, but I keep coming back to what I left. I know I don't want to go back to the way things were because one way or another, the results are gonna stay the same, but somehow I just keep reminiscing. Although there were GREAT times, I just can't see myself going through the same crap I went through. But I loved those times; the laughs, the sweet talks, the warmth I felt when I was in your arms...but all good things come to an end. You are going away in a couple of weeks. I hope you already realized how big of a step you're taking into the real world. You're not gonna be in high school anymore. You're rarely gonna see the old faces you see at school, better yet, you're rarely gonna see me. I am going to miss you. I wished that we could've spent your last months in high school together, but bad karma came around. I hope what I'm saying will clear things up for you. I know I've been making things seem like I want to start things over, but I don't. How can we start over when things are already coming to an end? The school year is basically over. It took us two months to start talking again, but its too late. The thing that's gonna hurt me the most is not being able to see you as much as I used to. I rarely get to talk to you because, apparently, you don't have your phone anymore. I can't talk to you in person because I don't know how to approach you. Things are just too "awkward". Last Friday was the first time in months I physically came in contact with you, when you bumped into me during lunch. I honestly didn't see you, and my friends say the "didn't see you" either. Even though its a lame way to get close to you, I'd replay that moment any day. DAMMIT! There I go again...going back & reminiscing. I don't like the way things are but I have to accept it. There is no way in hell that I can get you to stop doing the sh*t I don't want you to be doing, but I'm strong enough to accept it...well at least I'd like to think I am. I hope this clears up any second thoughts in your mind. As of now, I don't want to regret anything. I hope the best for you. I hope things go well for you in the future, and hopefully some day, we can be close again just how it used to be...consider this a long goodbye.
-I'm sorry I don't feel the same way for you, but I'm just not completely over him yet. You might think its stupid, but he's always gonna be in my heart. I'm sorry...
-WHY THE F*CK YOU TALKING SH*T ABOUT THE BEST THING YOU'LL EVER HAVE, B*TCH?! YOU'RE A F*CKING DUMB@SS!
-You guys have been there with me this whole year and I'm glad I met you all. Although we may have issues with each other, we'll always move on passed them. We accomplished so much this year. <3
So yesterday was probably one of the funnest days of my freshman year, even though there's a million others! x] Prom was so fun! Liiike its gonna be even better senior year when I have K.E.R.M.Y.Z there with me (: So anyways, this was basically my schedule of the day:
7:30AM- Call from Erin saying she's coming over in a bit 8:00AM- Did my own nails 'cus i'm lame like that xD 9:00AM- Erin finally arrives at my house 9:15AM-Shower 10:ooAM- F*CKED UP my nails, so I had to do it over again 10:15AM- Puente Hills mall to buy silver heals; lagged til the last minute...Erin picked the cutest shoes <3 11:00AM-Eat at Great Khans with Erin & my mommy 11:45AM-Left back to mi casa 12:00PM to 1:00PM-Erin does my hair; did it twice 'cus it flattened the first time :[ 1:15PM to 2:00PM- Did my own make-up ;D 2:01PM- Got my crap together; clutch bag + money + masks 2:30PM- Haue took me & Erin to Xpose 2:35PM to 2:50PM- Waited for my date; Alex is such a lagger xD 2:52PM- Erin takes a bajillion pictures of me & my date xD 3:00PM- Said goodbye to my momma of the day, Erin :[ 3:15PM- Said goodbye to my gay brother, Haue 3:30PM- Took the 'professtional' pics 3:45PM- Alex & I leave to Jessica's house 3:50PM-5:00PM- Waited at Jessica's house 5:00PM- Went back to Xpose 5:15PM- Went to MickeyD's while Jessica & her date took pics 5:20PM to 6:20PM-THE LONGEST WAIT EVER! 6:20PM- Jessica & her date FINALLY take pics 6:30PM- Left to Ashley's house to meet up with the other couples 6:45PM- FINALLY left to Prom 7:20PM- We arrive at Prom :] 7:30PM to 11:30PM- HAD THE TIME OF MY LIFE <3 12:00AM- Left to drop off certain people 12:15AM- Got dropped off at Ashley's house to go to an after party 1:00AM to 2:45AM- LAMEST AFTER PARTY EVERRR! -____- 3:00AM- FINALLY HOME; mo'effin' TIREDDDDDD! 3:05AM to 3:30AM- Watched TV & ate the bagel Erin gave me from this morning xD 3:30AM- RIA PASSES OUT.
AWESOME DAY & AWESOME NIGHT! :] <33 I will MOS DEF NEVER forget Walnut Prom 2009 Pictures will be up ASAP. Won't be picking up Xpose pictures until Monday :[ OH WELL... Thank you everyone who helped make this an awesome night <3 Erin, Alex, & Mommy to name a few :]
Alright, so Mother's Day today... Gotta tell my mommy I love her :] <3
